I messed up. I hurt you, and I betrayed your trust. There is no excuse for what I did.
I know you cannot trust me right now. I know words alone mean very little after what I did. I accept that rebuilding trust takes time and patience.
I shocked myself when I cheated. I hate that I became someone who could hurt you. I love you with all my heart, and losing you scares me.
I don’t want one mistake to define us. I still want the video calls, the movies, the songs, the time together. I want you to stay and watch me prove that I can be better.
I’m not asking you to forgive me right now. I just want you to know I’m sorry, honestly and deeply. Whatever you decide, I respect it.